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		<title>(Podcast) The body of Christ</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 21 Aug 2011 00:48:43 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Tim Brosnan</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[For longer than I care to admit, I accepted without examination what I was taught as a child – that we exist to serve a grumpy, grudge-holding God, first under the pall of original sin and thereafter in conflict with temptation. If I imagined any mechanism for this, I suppose it was a vast warehouse [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=actordesigner.wordpress.com&amp;blog=10446280&amp;post=103&amp;subd=actordesigner&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><img class="alignright" src="http://creativehammer.com/images/0810_newengland/081020belfast_cemetery1_sm.jpg" alt="" width="250" height="187" />For longer than I care to admit, I accepted without examination what I was taught as a child – that we exist to serve a grumpy, grudge-holding God, first under the pall of original sin and thereafter in conflict with temptation. If I imagined any mechanism for this, I suppose it was a vast warehouse of switched-off spirits, all tainted by Adam’s transgression.</p>
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		<title>Selflessness</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 19 Aug 2011 19:27:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Tim Brosnan</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[When Cremo says that we’re devolved from a purely spiritual state, it seems to me that he’s referring, at least in part, to the left brain’s imposition of it’s me-focused will on the right brain. That imposition is ego, I think. Selfishness.<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=actordesigner.wordpress.com&amp;blog=10446280&amp;post=39&amp;subd=actordesigner&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div id="attachment_42" class="wp-caption alignright" style="width: 260px"><a href="http://www.creativehammer.com/blog.html"><img class="size-full wp-image-42" title="100211_darwin_small" src="http://actordesigner.files.wordpress.com/2010/02/100211_darwin_small.jpg?w=450" alt="Charlie Darwin"   /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Did Darwin get it upside down?</p></div>
<p>Rumor has it that Darwinian theory is falling out of favor in some mainstream scientific circles due to lack of hard evidence in support of it. A rival theory, equally unsupported but more to my liking, is devolution. “Forbidden Archeology” author Michael Cremo proposes in his new book “Human Devolution” that we’re beings of pure consciousness, temporarily housed in our bodies &#8230; devolved from the spiritual plane to the temporal plane.<br />
In her Technology, Entertainment, Design (TED) lecture “<a href="http://www.ted.com/talks/jill_bolte_taylor_s_powerful_stroke_of_insight.html" target="_blank">Stroke of Insight</a>,&#8221; neuroscientist Jill Bolte Taylor describes the sensation of separating from her “self” when she nearly died of a brain hemorrhage in 1996. The stroke occurred in her left hemisphere, the linear-thinking &#8220;I am&#8221; half that enables us to distinguish ourselves from our surroundings. As her left hemisphere “fell silent,” her right hemisphere woke up, and as it did she says that she could no longer define the boundaries of her body. “The atoms and the molecules of my arm blended with the atoms and molecules of the wall.” She was “immediately captivated with the magnificence of the energy” around her. She felt “at one with that energy” as a sense of peacefulness overcame her and she said goodbye to her life. “My spirit soared free like a great whale gliding through a sea of silent euphoria. I found Nirvana. I remember thinking there was no way I’d ever be able to squeeze the enormousness of myself back inside this tiny little body.”<br />
Eventually she did return to her body and, over the eight years that followed, recovered fully. The insight she gained from this experience is that we can choose to be led by the right side or the left side of the brain. We can choose to emphasize boundaries or connections. We can live in Heaven or Hell.<br />
In my own experience as a creative person I’ve found it beneficial to eliminate myself as much as possible from whatever I’m doing.  My intuition tells me that creative people are conduits for the energy that Taylor says is all around us … not originators, but intermediaries.<br />
When Cremo says that we’re devolved from a purely spiritual state, it seems to me that he’s referring, at least in part, to the left brain’s imposition of it’s me-focused will on the right brain. That imposition is ego, I think. Selfishness.<br />
So I try to stay focused on the joy of the creative process itself, rather than on what part of that process I &#8220;own.&#8221; It&#8217;s less lonely this way. And much more satisfying.</p>
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		<title>Reality bytes back</title>
		<link>http://actordesigner.wordpress.com/2011/08/16/reality-bytes-back/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 16 Aug 2011 17:52:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Tim Brosnan</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[A Greenville acquaintance who summers slightly west of the west coast reached me through my contact form over the weekend to say a few words about J. Michael Craig.  Like me, she believes that he&#8217;s innocent and she speaks disapprovingly of the implicit &#8220;witch hunt.&#8221; How refreshing. Others have been not so refreshing, especially those [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=actordesigner.wordpress.com&amp;blog=10446280&amp;post=83&amp;subd=actordesigner&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
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<p>A Greenville acquaintance who summers slightly west of the west coast reached me through my contact form over the weekend to say a few words about J. Michael Craig.  Like me, she believes that he&#8217;s innocent and she speaks disapprovingly of the implicit &#8220;witch hunt.&#8221; How refreshing. Others have been not so refreshing, especially those who should know better. Under similar circumstances and with about as much information to go on, these same people might assume <em>me</em> to be a bank robber or a trafficker in exotic animals. I&#8217;m neither, of course, but that wouldn&#8217;t matter to someone who&#8217;s predisposed to believe the worst of me or too lazy to think for themselves. (And seriously, had I<em>known </em>that my suitcase was full of baby pandas, I wouldn&#8217;t have tried to get it through customs, now <em>would</em> I?)<br />
We also have our addictions to feed. If it bleeds, it leads. It&#8217;s so much more stimulating to think that we&#8217;ve rubbed elbows with monsters than with ordinary human beings.<br />
Anyway, my friend says that she&#8217;ll be making a small contribution to Mr. Craig&#8217;s defense fund. He&#8217;s trying to raise several tens of thousands of dollars to hire a private attorney because the public defender appointed for him appears to suck.  I tell you, friend, until you have first-hand experience of someone snared by our vaunted legal system, it&#8217;s easy to forget how hollow that &#8220;liberty and justice for all&#8221; thing can be. Justice, like health, is a commodity, pure and simple. And as for &#8220;innocent until proven guilty&#8221; &#8230; (insert laugh track here).<em></em><br />
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Our work with the <a href="http://www.appliedtheatrecenter.org/" target="_blank">Applied Theatre Center</a> continues apace. So much of the marketer&#8217;s time is spent spinning half-truths that it&#8217;s good to be involved with a client whose truth requires no spin. It helps also that Executive Director Dale Savidge totally gets what we do. He works with it and within it, increasing and multiplying it. Sort of like what the Holy Spirit might do if &#8230; Hey, wait a minute &#8230;?!<br />
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It&#8217;s official. <em>Pimp My Reality</em> will return, for one issue at least, as a full-page spread in next month&#8217;s edition of <em>Fete. </em>Video embedded, two of my favorite topics combined. Editor Jay Spivey assures me that the package is a perfect fit for his magazine and I take him at his word. All that remains to be seen is whether I&#8217;ve managed to offend anybody. Oplease-oplease-oplease!</p>
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		<title>&#8220;Falling Skies&#8221; series ufologically disappointing</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 05 Jul 2011 16:08:12 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Tim Brosnan</dc:creator>
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		<title>The detour button</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 31 Dec 2009 14:55:23 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Tim Brosnan</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I'm imagining some guy sitting in an office somewhere doing whatever it is people do in offices. He's bored. So he opens a drawer and digs down through the debris there to the button at the bottom marked "DETOUR." He presses it. <img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=actordesigner.wordpress.com&amp;blog=10446280&amp;post=34&amp;subd=actordesigner&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div id="attachment_35" class="wp-caption alignright" style="width: 255px"><a href="http://actordesigner.files.wordpress.com/2009/12/091121_mapletag_home.jpg"><img class="size-full wp-image-35" title="Davidson College campus maple tree" src="http://actordesigner.files.wordpress.com/2009/12/091121_mapletag_home.jpg?w=450" alt="Photo of a tagged maple tree on the campus of Davidson College in Davidson, NC"   /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Many trees on the Davidson College campus have metal identification tags nailed to their trunks. If it&#39;s true that plants have feelings, there may be some corrolation between our treatment of non-combattant maples and the frequency with which extraterrestrials shove probes up our butts. </p></div>
<p>GPS-assisted travel is similar to subway travel in that it narrows the traveler’s focus. It’s very goal-oriented and efficient. While maps broaden perspective and invite side trips, GPS units invite strict attention to the upcoming turn. I try to compensate for this by pressing the “detour” button on my Garmin GPS frequently.<br />
By the morning of Saturday, November 21, everybody I’d invited to ride with me to the MUFON meeting in North Carolina had bailed for one reason or another, so I traveled alone with my Garmin to Cornelius. I located the Acropolis Café where the meeting was to be held and then, since I had an hour to kill, drove what couldn’t have been more than a few city blocks to Davidson where I discovered the Davidson College campus. I’d been looking for a coffee bar in Cornelius, unaware of Davidson or the college, so the sudden appearance of both came as quite a surprise.<br />
About 25 people were in attendance at what some complained was a too-long-overdue statewide meeting of the North Carolina chapter of MUFON.  State Director Richard Lang spoke at length about MUFON’s new (and, in my opinion, unfortunately named) rapid response investigative unit, the STAR Team, funded by billionaire Robert Bigelow. His generosity makes it possible for Lang, the national director of STAR, to dispatch investigators to close encounter sites within 24 hours of reports being filed.<br />
Lang was followed by Granville Angell, head of what’s called “experiencer support” for NC MUFON. Angell talked about a place called the Monroe Institute where he’d had a brief, self-induced out-of-body experience and he stated his belief that human beings and extraterrestrials are all members of the same spiritual community … or words to that effect. Angell is, himself, an abductee, so I suppose he has more right to an opinion in these matters than most, but my attention wandered. Like Lang, I prefer corroborated testimony, preferably corroborated by physical evidence.<br />
In any event, you&#8217;ve probably anticipated the &#8220;detour button&#8221; tie-in and here it is &#8230; I&#8217;m imagining some guy sitting in an office somewhere doing whatever it is people do in offices. He&#8217;s bored. So he opens a drawer and digs down through the debris there to the button at the bottom marked &#8220;DETOUR.&#8221; He presses it. And suddenly he&#8217;s in Cornelius where grown men and women, &#8220;normal&#8221; in every other respect, are discussing extraterrestrials and out-of-body experiences as givens. He feels better.<br />
The detour button, my friends. Use it early and use it often.</p>
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		<title>The thin crust of normalcy</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 10 Dec 2009 02:56:24 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Tim Brosnan</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[There&#8217;s a passage in the Sinclair Lewis novel It Can&#8217;t Happen Here that I&#8217;ve flagged. It&#8217;s about the fragility of social order, but on this particular day it reminds me of my bipolar friend &#8230; &#8220;&#8230; The crust of learning and good manners and tolerance is so thin! It would take just a few thousand [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=actordesigner.wordpress.com&amp;blog=10446280&amp;post=29&amp;subd=actordesigner&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div id="attachment_32" class="wp-caption alignright" style="width: 260px"><a href="http://actordesigner.files.wordpress.com/2009/12/091207-coal-creek-rack-card_blog.jpg"><img class="size-full wp-image-32" title="091207 Coal Creek RACK CARD - FRONT.indd" src="http://actordesigner.files.wordpress.com/2009/12/091207-coal-creek-rack-card_blog.jpg?w=450" alt=""   /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">The man in the archival Library of Congress photo we&#39;re using to promote our production of Coal Creek probably didn&#39;t give a rat&#39;s ass about normalcy, sanity or anything but living to dig another day. </p></div>
<p>There&#8217;s a passage in the Sinclair Lewis novel <em>It Can&#8217;t Happen Here </em>that I&#8217;ve flagged. It&#8217;s about the fragility of social order, but on this particular day it reminds me of my bipolar friend &#8230;<br />
<em>&#8220;&#8230; The crust of learning and good manners and tolerance is so thin! It would take just a few thousand big shells and gas bombs to wipe out all the libraries and laboratories and art galleries &#8230; No inherent reason why our grandchildren &#8211; if anybody&#8217;s grandchildren survive &#8211; shouldn&#8217;t be living in caves and heaving rocks at catamounts. &#8230;&#8221;</em>I think sometimes about how miraculous it is that we make it from zygote to birth &#8230; all the pieces that have to fit together properly, all the intricate systems that have to align. And then the enormous leap we make from birth to fully-integrated members of society &#8230; dear God.<br />
But the crust of normalcy and sanity and functionality never does get very thick, does it? No matter how well-educated we are, how successful.<br />
Reading one of my friend’s manifestos today, I felt a shock of recognition. I’m every bit as chaotic as he is, I think. We all are. The difference between us and him is our ability to hide our chaos from our neighbors and from ourselves. Look under my hood or your hood or the next guy’s, and you&#8217;ll find just as much duct tape and faulty wiring as my bipolar friend’s manifesto shows us he has under his. As quick as we are to shake our heads and say, &#8220;There but for the grace of God go I,&#8221; a more self-perceptive statement might be, &#8220;But for the grace of God, I show everyone that I&#8217;ve gone there myself already.&#8221;</p>
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		<title>MUFON meeting preflight check</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 18 Nov 2009 18:08:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Tim Brosnan</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The plan is to drive up to Cornelius, NC this Saturday with Peter Saputo to sit in on North Carolina MUFON’s statewide meeting. The reality, however, is that I think I’m coming down with a cold … again … having (I thought) completely recovered from one about 24 hours ago. But yesterday’s marketing meeting was [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=actordesigner.wordpress.com&amp;blog=10446280&amp;post=18&amp;subd=actordesigner&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><div id="attachment_19" class="wp-caption alignright" style="width: 260px"><a href="http://actordesigner.files.wordpress.com/2009/11/091118_saucers.jpg"><img src="http://actordesigner.files.wordpress.com/2009/11/091118_saucers.jpg?w=450" alt="" title="091118_saucers"   class="size-full wp-image-19" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">This theme was considered for the fundraiser last year at the theater where I serve as Marketing Director. Sadly, it was rejected.</p></div>The plan is to drive up to Cornelius, NC this Saturday with Peter Saputo to sit in on North Carolina MUFON’s statewide meeting. The reality, however, is that I think I’m coming down with a cold … again … having (I thought) completely recovered from one about 24 hours ago. But yesterday’s marketing meeting was stressful for the second week in a row and it was preceded by a stressful telephone conversation with the guy who manages our building, so that by mid-day, I’d flooded my bloodstream with plenty of whatever it is we produce when we’re stressed. A sucker punch to the immune system, I think. Why can’t everybody just do what I want them to do and be happy about it?<br />
Looking on the bright side, the roof repair guys are supposed to be at the condo tomorrow morning to fix the leak in my roof. (Note to God: Places like this should never, ever have leaky roofs. It’s ridiculous.) And the new sign I ordered for the elevator arrived. It’s now affixed to the elevator wall above the fireman buttons … all-aluminum and a vast improvement over its white plastic predecessor. Little things like that bother me. And since I know they don’t bother other people nearly as much, I sometimes take matters into my own hands. As I did by replacing the elevator sign myself, rather than waiting for the property management company to do it. Ask forgiveness later, that’s my policy.<br />
An acquaintance of mine who also grew up with alcoholism and also has control issues is dealing with her own stressors &#8211; and there are many just now &#8211; extremely well. I&#8217;m always impressed whenever anybody can disengage and compartmentalize. I used to think I had that ability, but I&#8217;ve decided that I was suppressing. It looked like disengagement from the outside, but on the inside, it was nothing of the sort.</p>
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		<title>The players have arrived</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 17 Nov 2009 20:59:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Tim Brosnan</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Once upon a time, I was the artistic director of a small touring theater company. For five years, I wrote, scored, acted, directed and built. The building part of the job involved hundreds of hours spent screwing and glueing together set pieces, some of them two stories tall, all of them designed to pass in [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=actordesigner.wordpress.com&amp;blog=10446280&amp;post=7&amp;subd=actordesigner&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><div id="attachment_8" class="wp-caption alignright" style="width: 260px"><a href="www.creativehammer.com/blog.html"><img src="http://actordesigner.files.wordpress.com/2009/11/091108_backdrop_small.jpg?w=450" alt="Baillie Players backdrop" title="091108_backdrop_small"   class="size-full wp-image-8" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">This backdrop will tour with the Christmas show.</p></div>Once upon a time, I was the artistic director of a small touring theater company. For five years, I wrote, scored, acted, directed and built. The building part of the job involved hundreds of hours spent screwing and glueing together set pieces, some of them two stories tall, all of them designed to pass in pieces through a standard residential door frame and store inside a box truck of dubious mechanical pedigree.<br />
In the early days, we toured with heavy platforms, lighting equipment, furniture and so on. Load-ins and load-outs were exhausting. But as it dawned on us that our clients cared far less about most of the technical aspects of our productions than we did, the tours lost weight. Platforms were the first to go &#8230; and good riddance. The scripts lost weight, too. We abandoned our two-act business model and began crafting one-hour musical entertainments that moved the spotlight as much as possible away from us and toward members of the communities where we played. Entertainment, as it so happens, isn&#8217;t about the entertainer. It&#8217;s about the entertained.<br />
The man who signed my paychecks back then was Buren Martin and his company, The Baillie Players, exists to this day. Since my fade from his daily view in the mid-90&#8242;s, Buren and his wife, Dottie, have continued to ply their trade as actor/managers in the great tradition of traveling minstrel shows and Vaudeville and they&#8217;ve continued to refine their product. They no longer hire actors, for example, because the headaches involved in finding and retaining actors outweighed the benefits those actors provided. The company now consists of Buren, Dottie and their two children. Period. They write shows tailored to their clients&#8217; sensibilities and they produce those shows with enviable efficiency.<br />
When Buren contacted me recently to ask if I&#8217;d be interested in building a support system for a muslin backdrop he&#8217;d ordered, I suggested that we take a less polished, less ambitious approach than usual. We decided upon a series of eight-foot stands (pictured here) supporting four eight-by-eight muslin sections suspended from wooden rods. As the vision became reality, we were surprised by how perfectly this aesthetic compliments the company&#8217;s personality. Why, I wonder, didn&#8217;t we think of it sooner? All that elaborate eyewash I built and Buren paid for (and both of us, with hired help, lugged thousands of miles) back in the 90&#8242;s, all our attempts to make ourselves seem kinda sorta like something we weren&#8217;t &#8230; when we&#8217;d have been so much better off emphasizing exactly who and what we were.</p>
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		<title>Control Freak</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 17 Nov 2009 20:58:13 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[A friend told me recently about an idea for a screenplay that he’s been developing. It pits a middle-aged Batman against a new villain named Control Freak. “Bruce Willis would play Batman,” my friend said, “and you’d be perfect as the villain!” Then he repeated the villain’s name with slow significance … “Control Freak.” Since [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=actordesigner.wordpress.com&amp;blog=10446280&amp;post=10&amp;subd=actordesigner&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><div id="attachment_11" class="wp-caption alignright" style="width: 260px"><a href="http://actordesigner.files.wordpress.com/2009/11/091115_controlfreak.jpg"><img src="http://actordesigner.files.wordpress.com/2009/11/091115_controlfreak.jpg?w=450" alt="Tim Brosnan as Control Freak" title="091115_controlfreak"   class="size-full wp-image-11" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Tim Brosnan as the comic book villain Control Freak</p></div>A friend told me recently about an idea for a screenplay that he’s been developing. It pits a middle-aged Batman against a new villain named Control Freak. “Bruce Willis would play Batman,” my friend said, “and you’d be perfect as the villain!” Then he repeated the villain’s name with slow significance … “Control Freak.”<br />
Since I love playing villains – and who doesn’t? – I took his casting as a compliment … until it occurred to me that the whole pitch might have been just a clever way of telling me off. Not 24 hours earlier, I’d reminded the office staff – again (sigh) – that non-Centre Stage publications should be displayed in the lobby only when we’re contractually required to do so. I can easily imagine somebody saying to somebody else as I walked out of the office, “Mr. Control Freak there really needs to get a life,” and then my friend saying, “Control Freak! That would make a great comic book villain! And Tim could play him!!” Laughing agreement all around.<br />
On the other hand, my friend’s comments might have been more about his brain than my abrasiveness. He inherited bipolar disease from his father and some days seems to be channeling Philip K. Dick. Maybe he was jabbing me a little, and maybe with justification, but we now know that he was on the cusp of &#8220;going up,&#8221; as his girlfriend puts it. The next day he was at the doctor&#8217;s office fine-tuning his meds.<br />
Three possibilities, then: flattery, chastisement, altered state.<br />
The most interesting aspect of my friend’s screenplay is Batman’s eventual discovery – near the end of the story, I would think – that he is Control Freak. He has not two, but three personalities, and at least one of them is locked in a fight to the death with its roommates. Talk about a metaphor ripe with possibilities.<br />
I’ve decided that Batman’s unravelling should begin innocuously. Hurrying along as Bruce Wayne, he should bump into an ill-tempered passerby who whirls on him and shouts, “Watch where you’re going, freak!” An overreaction in the smaller context, but an explosive truth uncovered in the larger. The camera should do that double-zoom-out thing that makes the background look like it’s sliding away. Ambient sounds should fade to a quiet echo. Wayne, isolated center frame, should look lost and alone. Deer in the headlights. Tight shot on Wayne then and, to our horror, we should see that same twitch we’ve seen up to now only on Control Freak’s face. OMG! What’s going on? Is Batman …? Nooooooooo!!!<br />
A chance encounter, a glancing blow, and Dorothy clicks her heels. Neo pops the red pill. Alice shouts, “You’re nothing but a pack of cards!”<br />
Ultimately, it doesn’t matter why my friend typecast me. It’s important only that I acknowledge what he told me about myself. Whether I&#8217;m Batman or Bruce Wayne is anybody&#8217;s guess, but there&#8217;s no doubt whatsoever that I am Control Freak. And how embarrassing to think that, until yesterday, I was the only person in Gotham City who&#8217;d failed to make my acquaintance.</p>
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		<title>Your money for your life</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 12 Nov 2009 02:27:16 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Surveys tell us that the majority of Americans want a public option &#8230; as many as 72% of us by some counts. Yet the congressmen from Pfizer, Humana, Blue Cross and Hoffman-La Roche are deaf to the cries of constituents who don’t parrot the healthcare industry’s propaganda machine. They insist on framing the debate as [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=actordesigner.wordpress.com&amp;blog=10446280&amp;post=3&amp;subd=actordesigner&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Surveys tell us that the majority of Americans want a public option &#8230; as many as 72% of us by some counts. Yet the congressmen from Pfizer, Humana, Blue Cross and Hoffman-La Roche are deaf to the cries of constituents who don’t parrot the healthcare industry’s propaganda machine. They insist on framing the debate as a referendum on affordable healthcare. Affordable. Not free healthcare. Not universal healthcare. Not what every other industrialized country on the planet provides its citizens. Billions for banks and bombs, but straight-up, unlimited, government-funded healthcare? In these United States? Fuggedaboutit.<br />
If the police or fire departments tried to charge us directly for their services, we’d be outraged, and if they caused injury or death by limiting or withholding those services for failure to pay, the backlash against them would be biblical. But healthcare, it seems, whatever the Constitution might say about our right to life, is a pay to play proposition in the land of the free. The reason, we’re told, is that American doctors, nurses, researchers and technicians are first and foremost in pursuit of a certain standard of living. Remove the prospect of upscale houses and luxury cars and they’ll flee their professions in pursuit of riches elsewhere. That, we&#8217;re told, is just the way it is. And we accept it. I’m appalled.<br />
When did human life become a commodity? When did it become acceptable to allow wholesale suffering among people who can’t afford medical attention? How is it in the public interest for giant corporations to prey – literally prey – on the most vulnerable among us? And by what supernatural means have those same corporations convinced 28% of people surveyed to defend the status quo?</p>
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